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Clock ticks; been told good things take time. Indeed they do.
Bad things get better, fixed, heal. 
Things morph, move, transform. Stuff... just happen


We're just on a rollercoaster with up and downs, but we move forward. We chose our path, most of the time of course. Things may or may not go our way, who knows. It's kinda surprising that lately for me things have been fantastic... and is just wow.

I'm on a weird spot of being subtle and letting others figure and the exact opposite. I guess yeah that naturally now I'm trying to be less blunt, so you 'figure'.

Just like the clock ticks on the temporal spire,  you know you're on good path. Eh I don't know if it's good analogy but I'm listening to that anyways <.>

In any case. erm I'm happy, so I dunno what to say that much.

I'm getting better at drawing! that's it !

Just don't die.♫

  • Mood: Affection

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Sjru
Sjru
Argentina
Posadas, Misiones, Argentina

INTP / 22 / ♂ / 28th November-92 / Taken♥ :iconsaraimew:

Just a quite shy dragonite that studies music and sound, works in Steamrep, and made a stupidly big brony group on Steam.
I love to meet new people! Don't be afraid I don't bite!


There's a lot of things I can say about me, but I'd rather get asked 'bout them!

I'm generally quiet and don't start chats until I see that you are interested in me , so try to break the ice! If you want to chat, just add me on Skype or Steam (But comment first!) love to make new friends !!
Oh, and despite what you may think, I don't have that many friends that I talk to~. Contacts =/= frends.

My favorite games are Dota2 and Civilization! (I only play coop on civ tho)

Also please note that I don't like 'weird' stuff, so don't try to shove me up your 'kinks' or I'll have a bad impression of you, thank youuu~ =3



For everything else just stalk my social media <3

I love questions and stuff, so if you want don't hesitate into asking me stuff!

Or just go to my tumblr or ask.fm!
I also have twitter, follow me ♥


▷Twitter◁ twitter.com/#!/Sjru_st
▷Tumblr◁ sjru.tumblr.com
▷Ask.fm◁ ask.fm/Sjrust
▷FurAffinity◁ www.furaffinity.net/user/sjru
▷Weasyl◁ www.weasyl.com/profile/sjru




Hope you have a great day =3~
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Clock ticks; been told good things take time. Indeed they do.
Bad things get better, fixed, heal. 
Things morph, move, transform. Stuff... just happen


We're just on a rollercoaster with up and downs, but we move forward. We chose our path, most of the time of course. Things may or may not go our way, who knows. It's kinda surprising that lately for me things have been fantastic... and is just wow.

I'm on a weird spot of being subtle and letting others figure and the exact opposite. I guess yeah that naturally now I'm trying to be less blunt, so you 'figure'.

Just like the clock ticks on the temporal spire,  you know you're on good path. Eh I don't know if it's good analogy but I'm listening to that anyways <.>

In any case. erm I'm happy, so I dunno what to say that much.

I'm getting better at drawing! that's it !

Just don't die.♫

  • Mood: Affection

1 year...


One year ago, around this time, I was walking my beloved pet Lola in the promenade when a motorbike that was speeding rolled over her. She died instantly. tho the pain for me kinda never stopped. Having to carry her over 5 kilometers on my arms, while there were ppl around, pretending nothing happened so noone asked, feeling how the warmt quickly vanished on my arms, bringing her home, telling my parents and burying her in tears.
That guy in the bike never stopped, nor I could manage to note him, nothing. Even then, nothing would have happened.

I tried to deny what was going on by playing a game and escaping from my own reality, (At least Civ V does help; was playing with a friend that kinda hates me now :V).
Since then, I feel alone, like really alone. You can argue that I have friends, parents, whatever. But she was the only living being that I cared like nothing else, and she gave me affection and something to look for.

A whole year with nothing, I can't help but really feel sad these days. Luckily since I was 7 I take ADHD pills and stuff like that my parents & psychologist give me so I don't normally "feel moody" or 'depressed' in the technical sense, that I see others sadly go in. I may have a deep depression that I never have because I'm 'controlled', which it's good, in theory. But if I have few reasons to be happy, why would I be?.

You can have all the friends you want, but I doubt anything can replace the feeling of having someone to care and look for. Yes you can keep your mind occupied or make yourself deny it so you don't think 'bout it, or rather claim that you don't need that at all.  With enough time, these things come up to you. Or rather it comes faster if you're someone that wants to care but don't have that many chances to.

As I wrote before, this year "can't possible be worse" in comparison with the last, because well, the things that could possibly make it worse won't happen (Like really <.> !), no, random chance doesn't count, stop being paranoid!.

In the mean time, I'll continue everything what I was doing, 'my best' while using what I have to hide as best as possible whatever negative feelings that may come up to me. Honestly, I'd rather be positive than negative but you can't be 100% happy all the bloody time. Let's be real. (Oh and since we're at it, don't expect anyone to be some sort of Ghandhi or Mother Teresa that is 100% holy or something, that's not going to happen, EVERYONE has flaws). The bests are those that understand those flaws and accept them. You gotta accept others for what they are.

  • Mood: Sadness
Darkryx Pony by Sjru
Darkryx Pony

Finished the drawing of a pony OC of my friend Darkryx cuz of his bday x3


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ingster Featured By Owner 21 minutes ago
*Random hug* :3
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TenmaRKO Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2015  Student Filmographer
Spongebob (Happy Happy Xmas)   Holas, Felíz Navidad amigo!!  Patrick (Happy Happy Xmas) 
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Sjru Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2015
Gracias ^w^ 
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Dj-Equestrian-LP-Fan Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2015  Student Photographer
Thanks for the llama.
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Sjru Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2015
Welcomes =D 
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pk-condor Featured By Owner Nov 28, 2015
Que tengas un Feliz Cumpleaños junto a tus seres queridos y que cumplas muchos años más =P :#1:  :iconballoonplz::iconballoonplz::iconballoonplz: :iconballooonplz: :happybounce: :happybounce: :happybounce: :happybounce: :happybounce:  :hug: :hug: :huggle: :huggle: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :airborne: :airborne: :airborne: :iconponyhugplz: :airborne: :wave: :w00t: :w00t: :#1: :#1: :popcorn: :love: :meow: :meow:  :iconcaekplz: :iconballooonplz: :iconballooonplz: :iconballooonplz::icondragonglomp: :cake::iconhappybirthdayplz: :iconpresentplz::iconcheerplz: :iconlabeatplz:
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Sjru Featured By Owner Nov 28, 2015
zomg graciass <3<3 
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Mybanks101 Featured By Owner Nov 28, 2015
Happy birthday!!! =3
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Sjru Featured By Owner Nov 28, 2015
=D thank you!!~ 
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Mybanks101 Featured By Owner Nov 28, 2015
Your welcome, have a comic! ^w^ www.furaffinity.net/full/58807…
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Sjru Featured By Owner Dec 4, 2015
Ohh that's a long one!! 
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Champloon Featured By Owner Nov 28, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy birthday!
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Sjru Featured By Owner Nov 28, 2015
^w^y yaay thankss c: 
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Champloon Featured By Owner Nov 28, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
No prob ^^
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AtomicPhoton Featured By Owner Nov 28, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Happy birthday lovely!! You're so wonderful! I hope have a happy and fun day!! Love ya!!
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Sjru Featured By Owner Nov 28, 2015
Thank youu ^w^ *hugs!! 
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THEMRCAGDL Featured By Owner Nov 28, 2015
Happy Birthday!
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Sjru Featured By Owner Nov 28, 2015
=D thanks!!~ 
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Catty-Mintgum Featured By Owner Nov 28, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy Birthday~ U w U 
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Sjru Featured By Owner Nov 28, 2015
rwar thankyu!!~ 
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