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I'm a dragon (Online~)
I like dragonites (I say dergonites). I am one.
Dragon Knight sounds like Dragonite, so there's that.
I use tumblr, but mainly to posting, not the kind of person to spend an entire night reblogging.
I love to use twitter and post silly stuff, but noone cares~
I feel I'm on the strange position of feeling that many want or require my attention, but very few dare to ask for it, for some reason.
Ppl think that 'having lots of contacts on Steam' equals to "popularity". For me it's rather a matter of neccesity and I don't have many real friends in any case.
I tend to dissapoint ppl, as others place unrealistic expectations on me.
I have access to a lot of info I can't and won't disclose
I like to poke noses.
You can say dragons don't squee or purr, but I do. Because it's cute, and I like it.
I like to seem innocent. So ppl don't mass bother me with irrelevant 'needs'.
I'm demi-asexual (so far), but almost noone knows what's that and fail to respect my own tempo~.
I like to make others happy, even if that means me not being happy. If I can do it, and doesn't affect me badly, I might do it.
I made a lot of mistakes related to social stuff in the past. But I learn and I keep learning. I'd rather make mistakes and learn from them than not and never learning.
I love logical answers, specially those related to ethics or other persons.
Sometimes I end up lying (As a white lie) just to avoid conflicts and unneeded problems. Or even to make others feel better. So much for the good things~.
It's impossible to be 'a saint'. Those that think "I am" often get dissapointed for no reason.
I like to be random and silly to friends. But I am really serious when dealing with serious stuff (Mostly~).
Finding a balance between conflict and peace is important~
I usually rely on the kindness of others to achieve certain things.
I like to be kind myself, but I'm not really into the position of giving away things.
I live in a shitty third world countrywith a pseudo communism as goverment. I can't buy U$S or do normal purchases online, so normally I can't afford anything outside of what I have already.
I tend to treat first world users as superior socially & mentally.
I get jealous often, specially towards others that are better than me on what I want to do, but I hardly ever mention it.
My study career is relatedo to technical sound, but I haven't made any song and didn't attempt either. Probably I would end up sucking anyways.
I could draw if I tryhard enough.
I'm a lazy butt dragon, I don't tryhard enough.
I have trouble to achieve stuffs if there's noone that can encourage me to do it.
Ppl may say otherwise, but I have few "real friends" that seek my contact often.
I'm way too shy (really) to engage casually in voice chats, specially since I'm not native english speaker and I always afraid of making a bad impression.
I actually have a silly voice and I can be some sort of voice actor.
I get nervous on voice chats even, so I don't know what to say, I either stay quiet or not and say stupid stuff that may or may not end up putting off ppl.
I don't have any valid 'group of friends' whose I can actually gather and play casually games together. I just have scattered friends. Yep.
I gain confidence and trust extremely quickly on those that I feel some affinity towards to. As such I treat those I do as best friends often. Which may or may not creep out others off.
My english is not perfect, thank you very much.
I am not entirely sure if I ever felt 'real love' in the traditional sense, and not just on my own weird way that I don't even understand.
Irrational and illogical decisions are not my forte.
I actually spent a lot of time writing this, and I don't have high hopes someone would read through this mess, other than those that have some kind of interest on me, or just plain out curious. Congratulations.
Sometimes I think too much, overthinking may be a problem.
If I don't feel some affinity towards someone, it would be harder for me to stablish a constant interest on that person, unless they do some effort to make it.
I may or may not overreact at all, everytime I do and realise it, I do my best to avoid doing it again, whenever possible.
I'm like a different person when dealing with issues related to my work. Might be because I'm not assuming my own persona but something more serious.
My character represents my personality, I like be joyful online because I can. But I'm really shy and quiet IRL.
I like ponies and my favorite one is Fluttershy. She's like me~
I helped or indirectly helped to make extremely good friendships and bonds on Steam. I enjoy knowing that I help others. But I hardly get help in the way I really need, and often that 'help' would just make things worse
I often agree with others just to be more friendly. Doesn't mean I really 'agree' with their thoughts. But it's better to not assume a conflicting position, for someone that wants to know more about others and make more friends.
Yes I like making friends, but for different reasons, others just don't catch up and don't make an effort to keep my attention, or I don't do enough effort in keeping their attention
The possibilities of me actively pursuing a friendship (Or relationship, if only...) highly depends on how much affinity I get with someone. And that depends on if I feel we have lots of stuff in common. Otherwise the other must 'show that they're interesting' which hardly ever happens, because everyone have their ego, and I just can't simply 'risk' with someone I don't know we will get along in the first place.
I can be end up being 'pushy' and others can be 'pushy' with me. I don't generally complain when others do that to me, and if others don't complain that I'm being pushy, often I don't realise it.
I have trouble realising certain stuff from others if they don't show indirect messages that I can recognise. I do what I know about, and what I don't know, I don't.
I don't have real 'deviations' (Fetishes). And I don't really like that others attempt me to like their own 'kinks'.
I don't enjoy those that are on a RP world, or are in a permanent status of "being lewd". I'd end up avoiding those in the long term.
I actually can roleplay, but that highly depends on my liking of others, my mood and if I have time. Often that translates on something short which I do mostly to make others happy. Doesn't neccesarely means that I particularly enjoy that.
I may or may not have repeated myself several times here.
I don't do "naughty stuff" IRL with myself ever. I think you know what I mean.
I dislike those that engage in circlejerks and don't have an open mind to accept another person like me. I don't really do that on my own, tho if I perceive that someone have nothing at all to do with me, I will likely just ignore or wait to see if it's someone worth my time.
Real friendship trust for me is not gained easily, despite all. I might like and 'trust' someone, but the real 'clicking' of me attempting a permanent contact depends on if I see that initial level of interest, and I feel the same.
I make mental images out of someone the first time I met them. That includes nickname and avatar (Icon). If it's something that on my mind I like, enjoy or agree with, chances are I will get along better and or accept the person on my own personal terms, (Despite that being silly and or stupid). As such the more unique and interesting one is towards my interests, such as DRAGONS, the more likely I am to have a permanent interest.
Due to my weird value of 'love' I may or may not place a biased focus on economic, political  or personal interest factors on others. Such things I practically never disclose, and actually are on my subconscious, but I may or may not notice it.
Being 'relevant' is important to me. It still may be related to my weird points of view related to, you know.
I like dragons, a lot.
Did I say I like to be random and or funny also? I might also end up boring and or uninteresting for whatever reason.
I'm always afraid of making a bad impression. And for the other way, the only main reason to make a 'bad impression' on me is by inmediately pushing me towards things I don't like nor share.
I don't hold grudges, I forgive others very easily. But that highly depends on the will of others to seek pardon than on me.
If someone says that I made a mistake, I would need to see it. I won't 'say I'm sorry' if I have no legit reasons for it.
I hate corruption. I have my own moral standards which may or may not sound higher than the average.
Even after all, I still don't know all the facts about me, and I probably won't be able to name them all until they come into my head when thinking about the facts about me.
As such, the most common way I have to get to know others, and allow others to get to know me, is by asking questions. Usually let them asking about me and I asking about them. I'm often bad at convs so that works for me.
That also might piss off or turn off some ppl, in that case it depends on interest.
Once "I break the ice" things get easier.
I may or may not have end up being 'desperate' for certain level of affection in the past, which may or may have not be fullfilled by lying to myself.
I technically have low confidence on myself, and I may be on a state of hidden depression, which hardly ever shows up because I take pills that work.
I technically don't have many reasons to be happy. I am, because I am made to. It doesn't mean that on the inside I'm a deep, lonely, thinking person that just want to help because doesn't feel better about himself.
I'll say it again, I don't follow nor enjoy irrational points of view, that aren't really justified in some way. Tho if I have to follow them to avoid issues, I will.
I fall asleep quickly and easily, and I often have vivid dreams.
I actually have a really high creative drive on my mind, often having beautiful ideas when not hooked onto something.
Which means that I get dry if I'm already doing something such as being on the PC.
I don't really go outside on my own. I don't have a group of friends for it, and I don't have reasons for it.
I like artwork way more than gifts that I can't share. As such I prefer art over any game. If you want to gift me something for any reason, I want it to be art. I love to share and see others enjoy my character, and sharing is not really possible with games.
"Internet friends" are mainly the best friends I have.
I still miss certain friends I am technically no longer with, such as some blue pony and a salad fan.
Everything related to the Steam community, specially the responsibilities I assumed when creating certain group and SR, has allowed me to mentally and socially grow. Commpared to myself 4 years ago, I'm a lot different.
I was bullied alot and isolated socially at schoo, and even on some parts of college. As such I came in with a big ignorance related to social skills. In the end was my will to know about others and making mistakes what made me a better person, and I'm willing to keep doing that.
The more I understand about things, the more likely I am to be more complicated with myself.
I can't keep writing facts because it's late and I don't want trouble. Yes I live with my parents still.
I missed many facts, there's never enough time for it, and I still have ideas. I am sorry, but if you're interested you'd have to try and get to know me~
The spacing here is not ideal and may seem cluttered, I'm totally sorry again, but it's better for me to stay as is.

That's all

PS; I might love you, in my own weird way~
  • Mood: Amazed
Figured out I'd need new pals that give a damn bout what I post ^^

I post mainly Steam related shenanigans and MOTHERFUCKING DRAGONS

If you want follow me, tell me here I'll follow back <3

(Tho I'm not much in there to spend  hours on dashboard)

sjru.tumblr.com/
  • Mood: Amazed
Let's just suppose for a while that you have some guy that's just a friend, and someone that's your best (one of your bests) friend.
The friend, you don't know him that much, but you know your best friend lots.

Then you notice that there's some sort of issue going on between your friend and your best friend. You know it. So suddenly, we have some choices to make regarding this;

"I know that the most logical solution for the problem is to sit up and talk with the other party, and reach a conclusion to such issue. It would be better if I also get my best friend into the table to settle things up. I'm pretty the other person is reasonable and will end the issue once an agreement is made.
After all I understand that talking (Not fighting or avoiding) is one of the best methods to solve problems, globally"


Instead of that solution, I chose this

"I would rather stay quiet and just help my best friend, while doing my best to ignore/avoid the other person. At the same time I wait for a good moment to just force that person out of my way. That will help the situation and help the other person solve things peacefully, because ignoring, leaving away and acting like nothing happens totally did not spark the current issue we are facing right now"

Seeems a veryyy logical answer to the problems. Right. Because when there's some issue with ppl I know, I either try to help, or not say anything, not silently side with someone and leave the other to rot, making things worse. Is not that something like that happened in the first place, right. /s


The second option 'might' work if the party we're talking about is unreasonable, just a bad person in general, a troll or w/e that doesn't deserve to reason with, nor even a slight drop of sympathy or understanding, or just someone that gives up easily over a situation, or w/e.. It DOESN'T work if you know the other party wants to solve the issue, but needs someone that know both to do, someone that wants to fight over their ideals, etc.

The "fuck you" option is not good. It doesn't fix. It doesn't help.
Is it really worth it to force more issues out of something just cause...?

Would you rather 'force someone' into a path that clearly just bring more drama instead of actually solving the situation when possible?

You can of course, 'assume' that the situation will just solve itself magically, most likely because the other person just give up after everyone just don't give a fuck about it or them. After all, our patience has a limit. Is not that if I persist with that behaviour for months and months the other party will be forced to take some action, provided the will of that person is high enough to solve things, even if such action doesn't end up in a good way.


"Okay, now I know that I indirectly helped to worsen the situation, while I could have clearly helped to solve it in a good way."
"Yet I will continue with the same behaviour, expecting things to solve magically because 'I think' that the other party will just plain give up and stop "trying to solve things" while I don't give a fuck."

In the end it just translates to
"I will do my best, even if I don't realise it, to worsen up the situation even more by doing  almost exactly the same thing that sparkled the issue in the first place"

Don't get me wrong. That logic path 'works', as I said, provided the will (Or desire) of someone to reach some sort of conclusion that benefits everyone (Not just one party).
If that doesn't apply, it's  just recipe for more drama.


Let's (try to) apply this line of logic to the real world, shall we?

Some country has a conflict with another. "The observers" (Third parties, such as UN) know about it. They can choose to mediate and help the issue to be resolved, or just ignore and watch 'to see what happens'

In this case, the UN decides "To see". And while doing it, one country (Let's call it Country A) just ignore the demands or issue that the other country has (Country B)-
As such, we end in a place where Country A has an issue while Country B doesn't give a fuck.
Un is watching, but doesn't do anything.

Then what happens? Country A decides to wait out to see if there's some sort of response from Country B to solve the issue. Months passes without direct responses from Country B. Yet the issue A has cannot 'just be ignored and left away'. Country A must do something!

Country A then is given a multiple choice path; give up and let B 'get away', force a confrontation with B to solve the issue, or keep waiting to see if someone (UN, or the international court) steps in and help.

Noone will help of course, and A can't just give up, so they're 'forced' to take action.
Country B still doesn't give a fuck, until A uses military force to tackle the situation. Then the real issue happens. People die, stuff like that. UN could have stepped in before the situation escalated that much, someone could have done it. Country B could have tried to talk, they didn't. They didn't care.

After being led to such extreme action, the UN says "Well you know what? F*ck you Country A" and Country B acts like a victim, then everyone blames A.

"We had no choice!" A states. Noones gives a damn. Situation is worse than before and still B doesn't care, after all, B brought in 'friends' to attack A so A was forced to retreat.
Then just UN leaves Country A alone, to fight it's own fight, noone cares, except some isolated cases that were just sided with B or didn't care at all just wanted to know...

Will that really help the interests of every party?
Wasn't it way better to be more humane and TRY to solve it, at least a bit?

That is up to you to decide.
  • Mood: Sadness
SR as in SteamRep, yaay!


No before you ask, I don't get anything from it, it's voluntary. Just a pat in the back and the feeling of helping others <3

Maybe some ppl will appreciate me more, dunno.~

(And yes I feel a bit better, thank you ♥)
  • Mood: Amazed
No, it's not.

When your dad and sister take you to the plaza to 'adopt a pup' while you're still not ready, they still taking the choice in 5 mins, such important decision in such short time. And I had to be there, enduring because the thought of it just makes me remember how my lovely Lola died on my eyes.
Yes, it likely will go off with time, but such thought will likely haunt me forever. And having a 'new pup' on the kitchen just reminds me of sweets moments that can only make me sad with time. I can't consistently go there. It has been a long time since we had a pup on my house, such moments.
My parents brought a pup at home and I don't knwo it's species, it's name, it was all their decision, I have to just ignore it and accept with time. But sadly, that is not the only problem I have.


When some friend you considered one of your besties, suddenly tells you that "he doesn't know me", despite all the time we spent together, I know there's something wrong. Don't know if with me, or whatever. But I just don't want to be used again like the salad fanatic. If I'm being too nice and oyu're just with me to use me, then get out. I want real friends which I have little, and less ppl that just talk to me for the sake of it. On the same way, I can't commit on a friendship if I don't know what the other feels about me is right.

Sometimes I start chats with new ppl, but I just don't receive the same treatment and excitement that I provide, and then I quickly lose interest.
And then sometimes I get chats and ppl that are interested and excited to talk to me, but I don't realise it or I plain don't find the other interesting enough, so probably I end up killing the interest of the other.

What kills me the most are those that I consider close, but they don't. They don't seek my contact, they rarely do. There are a group of 20 or so ppl on Steam that I labeled as "favorites" but I just have regular chats with 7 or so. And skype is less regular even. I don't really have a person there that I'm constantly in contact with. Yes I chat daily with some, but by regular I mean that I am able to do voice chats and hang out with a group of friends, which surprisingly, I don't have. I am in some group chats, but I don't have the will or the need to engage in voice chats. I wrote about this before, but it's mostly because I'm not native english speaker, so my accent is not perfect and I make mistakes. Then because I need to think more before speaking and I can't usually keep up with convs. Last because I can type faster than speaking, so I don't really see a practical use besides 'having fun'.
Many say I have a 'funny voice' or awesome, idk. I do record fun stuff yes, but if I don't have the courage to be constantly with others, then it's no good.


And regarding the salad fanatic, I wish I could find another way to fix a situation other than just brute force. But seems that the path that they led me was that, and I can't just give up. Guess that finally someone I know decided to step away, won't blame them. But they didn't help in any case. I wish there would be someone that would actually be willing to step in an help both, but of course, their own policy is to just ignore and ignore and force me to make choices. Whatever.

For my daily life tho, the pet issue, deaths and stuff just takes me into an uncomfortable situation, where I 'feel depressed' but I can't feel it at the same time, cuz I'm on meds. The result is that I don't have the will to do productive stuff, and I just want to stay here on the PC, doing what I can do. But I don't want to go outside, I don't want to go 'to where it happened', I don't have reasons either.

I 'want' to do stuff, I want to study and I want to learn stuff, say I got a tablet I want to learn to draw, but this whole 'thing' just keeps me down. I don't really have someone that tells me "Hey, did you do that today? Did you try, did you improve, are you okay?". Maybe some friend asks me if I'm okay, which is normal, specially if I show signs that I am not okay. But that's not my point, that someone cares for my real life enough to ask how I am doing with stuff.
Yes that might make me uncomfortable deep inside me, but it's like I need someone to step more.

We all makes mistakes, that's no doubt, I make mistakes but I mostly learn from them. I'd wish I wouldn't be so stubborn in the whole friendship thing, being keen and easy going to believe in others I feel I should believe in.  On the other hand I wish that some ppl would be more respectful with me and not just do stuff that I clearly don't like.  For their own sake, I don't hide info, if someone really wants to be close to me, they can just, dunno, search what I wrote, erm stalk me? I don't say that's bad if you want to know me, I prefer that to just being naive and doing blind steps. If I am interested on being friends with someone I certainly search about them the most possible info so I don't screw up that much. In the end I don't want other "salad fanatic" that just lies about their real behaviour and give mixed messages that confuses me. I'm not perfect, duh.

And yes, when I write something long I feel that few actually care to read all, because, unsurprisingly, there's not a whole lot of ppl that actually would care enough to know me more.
And no, not just to make me feel we're close to just tell me that you don't know me later. Hope he at least have the decency to complete what is owed.
  • Mood: Depressed

Journal History

I'm a dragon (Online~)
I like dragonites (I say dergonites). I am one.
Dragon Knight sounds like Dragonite, so there's that.
I use tumblr, but mainly to posting, not the kind of person to spend an entire night reblogging.
I love to use twitter and post silly stuff, but noone cares~
I feel I'm on the strange position of feeling that many want or require my attention, but very few dare to ask for it, for some reason.
Ppl think that 'having lots of contacts on Steam' equals to "popularity". For me it's rather a matter of neccesity and I don't have many real friends in any case.
I tend to dissapoint ppl, as others place unrealistic expectations on me.
I have access to a lot of info I can't and won't disclose
I like to poke noses.
You can say dragons don't squee or purr, but I do. Because it's cute, and I like it.
I like to seem innocent. So ppl don't mass bother me with irrelevant 'needs'.
I'm demi-asexual (so far), but almost noone knows what's that and fail to respect my own tempo~.
I like to make others happy, even if that means me not being happy. If I can do it, and doesn't affect me badly, I might do it.
I made a lot of mistakes related to social stuff in the past. But I learn and I keep learning. I'd rather make mistakes and learn from them than not and never learning.
I love logical answers, specially those related to ethics or other persons.
Sometimes I end up lying (As a white lie) just to avoid conflicts and unneeded problems. Or even to make others feel better. So much for the good things~.
It's impossible to be 'a saint'. Those that think "I am" often get dissapointed for no reason.
I like to be random and silly to friends. But I am really serious when dealing with serious stuff (Mostly~).
Finding a balance between conflict and peace is important~
I usually rely on the kindness of others to achieve certain things.
I like to be kind myself, but I'm not really into the position of giving away things.
I live in a shitty third world countrywith a pseudo communism as goverment. I can't buy U$S or do normal purchases online, so normally I can't afford anything outside of what I have already.
I tend to treat first world users as superior socially & mentally.
I get jealous often, specially towards others that are better than me on what I want to do, but I hardly ever mention it.
My study career is relatedo to technical sound, but I haven't made any song and didn't attempt either. Probably I would end up sucking anyways.
I could draw if I tryhard enough.
I'm a lazy butt dragon, I don't tryhard enough.
I have trouble to achieve stuffs if there's noone that can encourage me to do it.
Ppl may say otherwise, but I have few "real friends" that seek my contact often.
I'm way too shy (really) to engage casually in voice chats, specially since I'm not native english speaker and I always afraid of making a bad impression.
I actually have a silly voice and I can be some sort of voice actor.
I get nervous on voice chats even, so I don't know what to say, I either stay quiet or not and say stupid stuff that may or may not end up putting off ppl.
I don't have any valid 'group of friends' whose I can actually gather and play casually games together. I just have scattered friends. Yep.
I gain confidence and trust extremely quickly on those that I feel some affinity towards to. As such I treat those I do as best friends often. Which may or may not creep out others off.
My english is not perfect, thank you very much.
I am not entirely sure if I ever felt 'real love' in the traditional sense, and not just on my own weird way that I don't even understand.
Irrational and illogical decisions are not my forte.
I actually spent a lot of time writing this, and I don't have high hopes someone would read through this mess, other than those that have some kind of interest on me, or just plain out curious. Congratulations.
Sometimes I think too much, overthinking may be a problem.
If I don't feel some affinity towards someone, it would be harder for me to stablish a constant interest on that person, unless they do some effort to make it.
I may or may not overreact at all, everytime I do and realise it, I do my best to avoid doing it again, whenever possible.
I'm like a different person when dealing with issues related to my work. Might be because I'm not assuming my own persona but something more serious.
My character represents my personality, I like be joyful online because I can. But I'm really shy and quiet IRL.
I like ponies and my favorite one is Fluttershy. She's like me~
I helped or indirectly helped to make extremely good friendships and bonds on Steam. I enjoy knowing that I help others. But I hardly get help in the way I really need, and often that 'help' would just make things worse
I often agree with others just to be more friendly. Doesn't mean I really 'agree' with their thoughts. But it's better to not assume a conflicting position, for someone that wants to know more about others and make more friends.
Yes I like making friends, but for different reasons, others just don't catch up and don't make an effort to keep my attention, or I don't do enough effort in keeping their attention
The possibilities of me actively pursuing a friendship (Or relationship, if only...) highly depends on how much affinity I get with someone. And that depends on if I feel we have lots of stuff in common. Otherwise the other must 'show that they're interesting' which hardly ever happens, because everyone have their ego, and I just can't simply 'risk' with someone I don't know we will get along in the first place.
I can be end up being 'pushy' and others can be 'pushy' with me. I don't generally complain when others do that to me, and if others don't complain that I'm being pushy, often I don't realise it.
I have trouble realising certain stuff from others if they don't show indirect messages that I can recognise. I do what I know about, and what I don't know, I don't.
I don't have real 'deviations' (Fetishes). And I don't really like that others attempt me to like their own 'kinks'.
I don't enjoy those that are on a RP world, or are in a permanent status of "being lewd". I'd end up avoiding those in the long term.
I actually can roleplay, but that highly depends on my liking of others, my mood and if I have time. Often that translates on something short which I do mostly to make others happy. Doesn't neccesarely means that I particularly enjoy that.
I may or may not have repeated myself several times here.
I don't do "naughty stuff" IRL with myself ever. I think you know what I mean.
I dislike those that engage in circlejerks and don't have an open mind to accept another person like me. I don't really do that on my own, tho if I perceive that someone have nothing at all to do with me, I will likely just ignore or wait to see if it's someone worth my time.
Real friendship trust for me is not gained easily, despite all. I might like and 'trust' someone, but the real 'clicking' of me attempting a permanent contact depends on if I see that initial level of interest, and I feel the same.
I make mental images out of someone the first time I met them. That includes nickname and avatar (Icon). If it's something that on my mind I like, enjoy or agree with, chances are I will get along better and or accept the person on my own personal terms, (Despite that being silly and or stupid). As such the more unique and interesting one is towards my interests, such as DRAGONS, the more likely I am to have a permanent interest.
Due to my weird value of 'love' I may or may not place a biased focus on economic, political  or personal interest factors on others. Such things I practically never disclose, and actually are on my subconscious, but I may or may not notice it.
Being 'relevant' is important to me. It still may be related to my weird points of view related to, you know.
I like dragons, a lot.
Did I say I like to be random and or funny also? I might also end up boring and or uninteresting for whatever reason.
I'm always afraid of making a bad impression. And for the other way, the only main reason to make a 'bad impression' on me is by inmediately pushing me towards things I don't like nor share.
I don't hold grudges, I forgive others very easily. But that highly depends on the will of others to seek pardon than on me.
If someone says that I made a mistake, I would need to see it. I won't 'say I'm sorry' if I have no legit reasons for it.
I hate corruption. I have my own moral standards which may or may not sound higher than the average.
Even after all, I still don't know all the facts about me, and I probably won't be able to name them all until they come into my head when thinking about the facts about me.
As such, the most common way I have to get to know others, and allow others to get to know me, is by asking questions. Usually let them asking about me and I asking about them. I'm often bad at convs so that works for me.
That also might piss off or turn off some ppl, in that case it depends on interest.
Once "I break the ice" things get easier.
I may or may not have end up being 'desperate' for certain level of affection in the past, which may or may have not be fullfilled by lying to myself.
I technically have low confidence on myself, and I may be on a state of hidden depression, which hardly ever shows up because I take pills that work.
I technically don't have many reasons to be happy. I am, because I am made to. It doesn't mean that on the inside I'm a deep, lonely, thinking person that just want to help because doesn't feel better about himself.
I'll say it again, I don't follow nor enjoy irrational points of view, that aren't really justified in some way. Tho if I have to follow them to avoid issues, I will.
I fall asleep quickly and easily, and I often have vivid dreams.
I actually have a really high creative drive on my mind, often having beautiful ideas when not hooked onto something.
Which means that I get dry if I'm already doing something such as being on the PC.
I don't really go outside on my own. I don't have a group of friends for it, and I don't have reasons for it.
I like artwork way more than gifts that I can't share. As such I prefer art over any game. If you want to gift me something for any reason, I want it to be art. I love to share and see others enjoy my character, and sharing is not really possible with games.
"Internet friends" are mainly the best friends I have.
I still miss certain friends I am technically no longer with, such as some blue pony and a salad fan.
Everything related to the Steam community, specially the responsibilities I assumed when creating certain group and SR, has allowed me to mentally and socially grow. Commpared to myself 4 years ago, I'm a lot different.
I was bullied alot and isolated socially at schoo, and even on some parts of college. As such I came in with a big ignorance related to social skills. In the end was my will to know about others and making mistakes what made me a better person, and I'm willing to keep doing that.
The more I understand about things, the more likely I am to be more complicated with myself.
I can't keep writing facts because it's late and I don't want trouble. Yes I live with my parents still.
I missed many facts, there's never enough time for it, and I still have ideas. I am sorry, but if you're interested you'd have to try and get to know me~
The spacing here is not ideal and may seem cluttered, I'm totally sorry again, but it's better for me to stay as is.

That's all

PS; I might love you, in my own weird way~
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Sjru
Sjru
Argentina
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21 / ♂

Just a quite shy dragonite that studies music and sound, works in Steamrep and made a stupidly big brony group on Steam.
I don't draw!, here you'll see dragonites and ponies of dragonites, cuz I love them =D
Dragonites are the best!♥

I'm generally quiet and don't start chats until I see that you are interested in me♥ , so try to break the ice! If you want to chat, just add me on Skype or Steam (But comment first!) love to make new friends ♥!

My favorite games are Dota2 and Civilization! (I only play coop on civ tho)
I love questions and stuff, so if you want don't hesitate into asking me stuff! = D

Or just go to my tumblr or ask.fm!
I also have twitter, follow me ♥


▷Twitter◁ twitter.com/#!/Sjru_st
▷Tumblr◁ sjru.tumblr.com
▷Ask.fm◁ ask.fm/Sjrust
▷FurAffinity◁ www.furaffinity.net/user/sjru
▷Weasyl◁ www.weasyl.com/profile/sjru


Hope you have a great day =3~
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IgorChakal Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Professional Traditional Artist
Hey Sjru, how are you? Thank you so much for the fav in my Tide hunter illustration, I'm glad you liked it!
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Sjru Featured By Owner 15 hours ago
Hehe welcomes~ 

Doing fine =D 
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JimESC Featured By Owner 3 days ago   Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch! :D
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Sjru Featured By Owner 15 hours ago
welcomes~ 
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tails224 Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Foxy Wave  Gracias por el Added to my devWatch! 
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Sjru Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2015
De nada ^^ 
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HippityHoppity28 Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hello friend! Umm. . . It's Nikki from BronyNet. . . I have a different account now than this one. . . . :icondjxbrony28:
I was wondering if you could check it out if you haven't yet.

Thanks!! ^^
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Sjru Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2015
Ohh sure =D 
I'll watch x3 
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HippityHoppity28 Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you! ^^
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Sherwood-McCloud Featured By Owner Edited Feb 4, 2015  Hobbyist Filmographer
Hey, thanks for that watch! I have to say, you have an adorable OC!

I have a soon-to-be Dragonite in my Pokemon team, which I'm currently training up.
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Sjru Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2015
Ohh yeah xP I saw you left my group so I checked on 
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ZekeroXBlade Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch! ^-^
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Sjru Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2015
welcomes ^^ 
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Techoh Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks so much for the watch. ^^ (lol, I will definitely be able to "tell the time" from it. Get it, "watch?" As in.... Never mind, I couldn't resist making that terrible pun that had just come to mind. X3 *ded* Seriously, though, thanks. :) )
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Sjru Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2015
x3 no problem =D 
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MCPZR Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
I appreciate the watch. So, you found my dA through Steam, right?
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Sjru Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2015
Yep
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YukiDoesArt Featured By Owner Jan 3, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for watching! ^-^ Hope you'll like my future work! ^3^
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Sjru Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2015
Hehe welcomes :3 
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Cowboygineer Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2014
Thanks for the watch!
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